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tight schedule today. it was pure maddness. i was running all over singapore. went to ICA building, then newton for a job interview, and BP to get korea stuff from jess, CCK and finally home. hai... my feet hurts a lot after walking everywhere in heels. dont ask me why. i dont have a choice. i was supposed to wear office wear for the interview and you cant expect me to wear flip-flops there right? miserable me.

i was thinking a lot on my way home. it is tough to be a woman. you need to look good and confident. your face needs to be flawless, no winkles, no eye bags, just a nice, pretty and smooth face. come on, we all need a pretty face right? "what's most important is the internal beauty". ya right. i am sorry to say face the reality!!! it is the first impression that makes the difference most of the time. in order to leave a lasting impression, you need to look good to capture pple's attention. as we move down, women need to have a good figure too. you get what i mean right? keeping fit, healthy diets, slim body, no tummy... watever! this is so irritating! and the worst thing is heels. oh my!! it is such a torturous thing to walk in heels. yes yes, i enjoy the feeling of being taller due to my average singaporean females' height but it is damn tiring for my feet. it gets worse when it is a new pair of heels like the one i wore today.

i guess i have thought too deep into matters sometimes. dont complicate things. it may be just how it looks like on the surface. take a deep breathe and let the wind clear my thoughts.

"it's hard to understand myself"